Yesterday I read to page 915 of Clarissa, past the strange elided description of Lovelace's rape of the heroine. It was a culmination of a day's odd set of viewings that each, in their own way, elicited strong emotions from me.
1. Mother India (1957) for the Film Studies class I TA for. A long, three-hour Bollywood epic in which the title character (a new wife) suffers and suffers and suffers, starting with indignities of having to pawn the family's belongings to pay off a mortgage, to her husband losing his arms in a farming accident and then leaving the growing young family, to her mother-in-law dying soon after, to a flood ruining the entire village's crops so that there's nothing to eat, to losing one child in the flood (swept away) and another to hunger after the flood, and then to almost prostituting herself to the villanous moneylender so that her children don't starve. And that's just the first half. The second half is not as intense, but it does end with the heroine shooting her own son, which is shocking.
2. Cowards Bend the Knee (2003), an hour-long movie by Winnipeg avant-garde filmmaker Guy Maddin, which I needed to return to my friend Dave. While totally different in tone and style from Mother India, it's weirdness and dark themes (sex, violence, hands, hockey, murder) and autobiographical undertones (the director's commentary is really personal) stuck with me. It's a fascinating film, and I would recommend Guy Maddin's work to anyone interested in anything off the beaten path.
3. Clarissa. Leading up to the rape, Clarissa manages to escape from the Sinclair house/brothel, but Lovelace finds her in lodgings and through sheer linguistic power, convinces everyone around her that they are actually married (not true), that Clarissa is a jealous, petulant wife (also not true), and that he's a decent guy (no fucking way). He orchestrates events, intercepts letters, and even hires people to play the parts of his noble relatives, all to trick Clarissa back to the Sinclair house. The power imbalance is particularly affecting because Clarissa believes that she's actually free of him, which is patently untrue. The rape itself is (not) detailed in a brief letter Lovelace writes to his best friend: "I can go no farther. The affair is over. Clarissa lives." I read the letters leading up to the rape with dread, despairing over the clear power imbalance. Truth be told, the closer I got, the slower I read.
Clarissa's version of events comes much later, and in the meantime I'm anxious to see if I correctly remembered a key scene as taking place in the dining room, which would really help a nascent argument I'm forming about the unusual function of the dining room in Clarissa.